//i play synth and electronics for sleeplabs//
//i produce music in a solo project called TheBettywhiteexperience//
//i also do a weird thing called spider ficus//
//i like noise and experimental things//
//i consider myself an artist//
//\\Recovering drug addict//\\
//\\abstract and obscure//\\
lets get weird
Ugh yes. For the record, my dad has been reading a gigantic, unwieldy, noisy newspaper at the table for decades without anyone complaining. My 5” smartphone? Massive etiquette violation apparently.
I need to frame this and hang it in my office. And in my house.
Glitched in Audacity as a non-interleaved TIFF. By SublimePrism.
Miss stephanie. Ive been trying not to be clingy and give her space because shes going through this weird mood but there is nothing i want more than to hang out somewhere just the two of us. I can play zelda and she can watch greys anatomy and we can eat little round pizzas that are terrible for you and hot ass doritos that you can never put down. And then have sex and shower and cuddle and go to sleep together and not be disturbed or annoyed or frustrated with each other like weve been doing lately.
I miss her so godamn much.
Chapter IV enter the black demon.
Theres am old saying about if you see the flower on the road dont pick it up let it live and allow everyone to enjoy its beauty. And thats bullshit.
If i see the flower and fall in love with that flower im going to sing to the flowet and pick it up. And im going to put it in a pot in my home. And that flower will have a special place is my heart. and i will love that flower everyday untill eitjer one of us is gone.
And letting that flower go or planting it back into the earth or allowing someonw to take that flower from me is also bullshit. because i know that nobody could ever love that flower like i could. And nobody will ever sing to the flower and love it and make it feel comfortable in its home like i try to do. Nobody else will have a place in their heart like i will with that flower. because nobody had cared to do it before.
That flower will becomme the reason i get out of bed and the lasy thing i will want to see when i go to sleep. I will love that flower with every inch of my being. And im sorry if im too primitive to handle the losing of my flower with anything but aggression. But you have to understand that i lived to make that flower happy. And you would be just as angry. to not care would be absolutely disrespectful.
I love this little Daisy with all my heart.
And im sorry if i get angry or upset.
But i dont want to lose my beautiful daisy.